i have a distinct feeling of frustration. i am boring and awkward and never say the right thing and i really just want to know why. well, and preferably what i can do about it.
and it doesn't seem right that all the people i find cute fall between difficult to impossible. they have girlfriends or move away or are currently broken or are projects or need to be poked into action or live on the cape or don't really overlap my social circle or or i have no idea if they might be attracted to me or some combination of the above or some other thing that is difficult. damn it.
and i'm just not finding very many people cute, either. i seem to be very picky these days. i don't know.
whine whine whine. sorry about the incredibly whininess of this entry. but, i'm feeling kiss-deprived. want more kisses. damnit.