i've having real issues working on game. or rather, the issue is basically me failing to work on game. and maybe it's okay because i will work on it on Wednesday, but i don't think it actually works that way, however much i want it to.
i think i'm in the mood to do new things, and this game just isn't shiny and new anymore. i'm not sure it ever was shiny and new, really. i'd really rather have a frivolous conversation about something than do anything useful. even reading a book doesn't seem sufficiently frivolous. perhaps i should acquire a silly magazine of some kind. i don't know.
i don't know alot of things, really.
that would be a good ending for a journal entry, except i still feel like babbling. argh. perhaps i will read other people's journals. that might be the kind of frivolity i am in need of.
okay, all that has done is depressed me with the reminder of how very out of touch i am with all the wonderful people i used to know in Minnesota. hell, thinking about it, i'm pretty damn out of touch with all the wonderful people i used to know in Massachusetts, too. i really am worried that i have forgotten how to be friends with people. and yet, am i going to do anything about this revelation? probably not. argh.
hmm. maybe skimming some webcomics would cheer me up. well, MegaTokyo did manage to cheer me up a bit. but i think my eyes are starting to go. why am i so weak? bah.