well, that sort of sucked. it's funny, but the more i think about it, the more i realize that it really did pretty much royally suck. i had a mildly enjoyable time while there, but there's something about making a fool of oneself and then having it confirmed later that you did, in fact, make a fool of oneself, that sort of sours the memory of an evening.
so yeah. i just stood up in a room full of people, some of whom i knew to one extent or another, some of whom i had never met, and all of whom had never really heard me sing, and promptly sounded like crap. admittedly, it wasn't entirely my fault, and really, i guess we should have expected it as we haven't done this together in months, but it was still a disappointment. argh. the more i think about it, the more annoyed i am at it all. great idea it was, writing an entry about it. yeah.
i should totally have stayed and had dinner with my gaming group. it was fixing to be a nice, low-key, but fun evening. but no, i have to try the new and strange thing. i can't right now say i'm glad i did, though. on principle, i'm glad. i should do more new and strange things. and i saw some friends who i don't get to see that often and that was good. but overall, i don't know. i'm feeling very grumpy right now.
and very very tired.