i had so much to say, to babble on about, even as i ended my last entry. and now, all of that is fled, superfluous. and yet, i cannot talk about Tuesday, either. i am pulled in so many directions by what happened, and all of them are of a deep deep sadness and personal dread. sufficieth to say i cried so much that day -- before and after i found out about the... incident. attack. destruction. but the tears are insignificant when compared to how i feel inside.
please, love, laugh, and cherish, as much as you can. everything else can be considered a casualty.